Sien...

It's Saturday night, i feel damn sien here...This afternoon had been playing PES 6 with Ramakrishna, such fun.. Yesterday had been out having fun wit Caryn for the whole day. But now MSN nothing to chat, no one to play game with, no movie to watch, no friends to talk to, no place to lepak, no Liverpool match, no mood to study, aiks, sien sien sien, Saturday nights in India sux..

Had been back to Mangalore for 2 weeks after one month holiday in Kuantan. 4th semester had started. Last sem's results are out, it was really really bad. (Shit, have to really get serious in studies, cannot skip classes anymore, and more importantly, must concentrate in classes, cannot sleep..) In this semester, we have postings for Pediatrics; Obstetrics; Skin; and Respiratory System, as compared to last sem's Medicine and Surgery.. Classes are as packed as ever, sien, hardly to take a breath and rest... Chinese guy friends here all sieness, always lock themselves in rooms, have not much things we can do together or share to each other now.. Had started playing football more often now, since Inter-class is coming. Had not playing my guitar very often, sien, dunno wat song to play... Aiks one word, everything feel so sien sometimes... However, most of my free time now are spent with Caryn- we go out and eat together, go shopping together, or just simply talk to each other...Thankfully she's always there to talk to me, to cheer me up, to take care of me, to cook for me, and accompany me out. But this sem onwards we have to go out less often cz we both had agreed to put study first, and to save more money too... Last sem we had been going out too often and spent too much, which is the main reason why we did so badly in our exams.. Nowadays, she'd been going to library very consistently, and sometimes i did study in library after class too... Hopefully we will have more self control and use our time more wisely.

Though it's only 10pm, but i'm feeling tired and sien, dunno y oso... Argh!!! There'll be no more holiday for us this year, so the next time i go back Malaysia would be next Dec. But hopefully, if there's free time around June/ July, i would like to travel somewhere, and my priority is Germany! (Hopefully have some company to go with me).. My holiday last month had been good and relaxing- good gaming experiences with bro, good food, good shopping malls, good weather, etc... However, one thing differ from last time is that i no longer feel sad when i come back India, i think it's mainly because Caryn is here with me... She's just 2 streets away back in Kuantan, and she's just one block away here in Mangalore, hehe...