Back to India (ermm, like one month ago?!)

Sorry for not posting since i came back to India; was too lazy to put up all my thoughts. Well, now let me put up something at least...

Erm, i reached here on 1st of Aug, discovered many new juniors, so life was kinda more exciting... There a total of 73 JPA students here, and 30 private students, haha… This place is becoming more and more ‘malaysianised’, will be greater than Manipal one day cz we have more entertainments here, hehe…And life will not be as dull as last year, hopefully…

I'm now doin 2nd Year MBBS, ppl said it's honeymoon year, but 2nd year life sux, too hectic... Imagine for 1 and half year everyday class starts at 8am, then ends at 5 pm, siao!!! Somemore Mon to Sat got posting in hospital from 9.30am till 12pm. I am posted to Wenlock Hospital, a government hosp. which u can never imagine how bad it is. The building was like a ghost mansion, then the beds in the wards are all karat and bengkok, the matress like plastic, and the bedsheets all damn dirty and the toilet like shit hole. Plus the shitty and urine smell all over the place, yuckz…The patients come here with all kinds of weird sickness including TB and AIDS and hemiplegia etc. The patients who come into government hosp are almost all poor people, and they basically came here and wait for their expiry time, czthey can never afford to pay for whatever surgery they needed. I'm damn unwilling to touch the patients(I know I must overcome this), cz they're too dirty n there's not even one basin for people to wash hand, damn!! Have to purposely climb 3 floors to go into the cleaner toilet to wash. Plus everyone here speak local language- Kanada, and even though i'd learnt some, but still useless in communicating with patients- u can ask que but u dunno wat they replying, so the whole posting become very cibai and boring sometimes...

Hmm, bout my course, got 4 major subjects now – Pathology, Pharmacology, Microbiology and Forensic, with all super thick books. These subjects are the hardest in the whole medical course, aiks..So far I haven study much yet, see the books oso sien. Then our new lecture room, though it's newly renovated, but air cond is not fixed yet, so damn hot, wanna sleep in the lecture room oso not comfortable, aiks.

Bout my life: Now no longer play so many games like last year. My Fable till now also not finished, at which my fren Liew finished it even though he started later, aiks, dun care... Had been going out a lot with my junior, and slept a lot cz too tired from the class... Bought a Fender Squier electric guitar to cure my boredness- dun wanna play so much game cz it's time consuming compared to playing guitar, somemore can horn my guitar skills, not bad.. Had stopped Mapling cz it's so boring doin Party Quest all the while, now level 44 Hunter still, but dunno y ppl like my bro CK can still stand it. Stopped Dota also cz no people to play with - Blueserver is too lag to play from here, and i'll never play against the stupid AI anymore as it made me noob, and friends here are always too busy with their study, aiks. Besides, i bought fish to be kept too(2 tiger barbs, 2 swordtail, and 1 blue fish; sadly one tiger passed away yday nite)… So now there are other living creatures in my room except me myself, making my room more lively, hehe... Bought a fridge too, can keep more food n cook more stuffs nowadays (though the fridge is placed in my fren's room)... Had watched a few great war movies - Platoon, Apocalypse Now; dunno y suddenly attracted to war movies, maybe I like to experience the darkness and – cruelty - the hell-like period of war always bring out the true nature of human beings-selfishness, betrayal, insane, cruelty, death, hope…. Am now reading Joshua Harish’s Boy Meets Girl, a book bout Christian courtship and marriage; about holiness in a relationship; bout the one who God prepare for you; about what is wrong and what is right…Had been struggling here for sometimes emotionally, so am now praying hard for God to guide me in this path; and pardon me cz I will not share my story here, hehe…

And ya, there was one event that we Malaysians, together with our juniors, organized – Merdeka Celebration in India, on 29^th of August…I was one of the committee, and we went through some hardship to make the thing work, but at last, we succeeded. It was quite a success, though it was the 1^st time there’d been anything like this being held in Mangalore city. We got to gather every single Malaysians studying in this place, and had some great time together, celebrating our independence. We invited the dean of our college and other head of departments, and they have had a great time too looking at our culture, our nation, our people, and of cz, our performances that particular night…I was in charge of all the slide shows and the stage thingy, so was kinda stressful that time, but luckily there's one person who'd caringly supported me all these while, 'thank you'… and then I performed in a couple of performances too – sang Top of the World with guitar, and deng deng deng,… Ultraman dance!!! Our dance was the last performance, and everyone was so syok looking at it, esp the local ppl, haha, and since that night, we 3 ultramen, Liew, Chong and me became celebrities, hehe..

Ok, gonna sleep liao… tired, tmr got class somemore, sien…